Any updates Ru4por? Any trends? You keeping your sanity? Holding up physically? Wishing you the best out there, along with anybody else who is on the leading edge of this fight.
SMH....when I made the decision to go back to nursing, I certainly did not have, what I am doing, in mind. Don't get me wrong, I am still working with all COVID patients and what I do makes a huge difference, to the patients I help. But, I am essentially working in a nursing home. It is the skilled nursing area of the nursing home, but such a different animal than the hospital. Equipment, supplies, quality of nurses, nursing assistants, even administrators are all sub-par and sub-optimal.
When I went back, I allowed myself to be at the mercy of my hospital system, as to where they would place me. Well, I am certainly in a place that needs my help.
I now really having to scrap for PPE. The cavalier attitude toward PPE use and self protection here is staggering. Most of the employees in this place seem to just do whatever the hell they want. Some are in and out of COVID + rooms with nothing...no gown, no mask.
I am not a shy guy, but dang I am tired of being the new guy yelling at long time employees. The virus has run straight through this facility and there is NO wondering why. Again, I am just struck by the fact that we are wiping out a generation with this virus.
I am vigilant without exceptions. I even go eat in my car now.....or down by the river that runs along side the joint. Saw a snowy owl on Tues. :thmbup:
Thanks again to all of you for your very kind words and allowing me a place to vent. For the time being, I am just keeping my head down and busting my ass.
Emotionally, I am a lot better. I have been able to compartmentalize a lot of it (a skill that I used to be pretty good at, back in my first go around with nursing). Physically I am getting better. I have lost some weight and seem to be getting my legs back. Nursing is a grueling physical profession and definitely a young persons game, but this aged hippie is holding his own.
I have the weekend off and I am pretty sure Oberon will help.